In debt

I am strong. I am beautiful. I am blessed. I am fragile. I am intimidated.

I am.

In the midst of this cold gray morning, I can see the sunshine. It’s bright.

I cry, I worry, I lose my head and I feel bruised. But I stand up again. How come? What have I done to deserve it? What does God want from me? How can I repay, I have so many debts…

No, don’t think about it. Your debt has already been paid.

I’m smiling. I mean REALLY smiling. How do I go about appreciating such a huge blessing?

Just keep loving me. Walk with me a little more often. You know how I enjoy our walks, and our talks.

You’ve been here all along, haven’t you? How do you do that?

I’m always here. I always have been. I do not decrease, I do not increase. I simply am.

Never leave me, okay?

Smile.